"The road I’m traveling down right now, through all those emotions, brings me full circle to enjoying my brother every day…. wishing I’d had more time with him, wishing I could hug him, wishing he would hug me back. Wishing it was "A Wonderful Life". "

It's such a long and winding road this journey of grief. I love seeing the progress you've made on it BJ. We stumble and fall in some holes along the way but the important thing, you always do, is climb out and continue on.

Loved your post...it was beautiful!