Thank you all. I am still having lots of pain. It's better in the morning, stiff. As the day goes on though it gets really bad. I was in so much pain last nite I was nauseas. I am going to call my family Dr on Monday and see if he'll see me and help. I don't want to wait to see the pain Dr on Thursday. Feels like little electric shocks going through my hand and arm. How can something so numb hurt so much? I hope I can continue with therapy. I feel like we are getting somewhere even though I still have some swelling and all this pain. Sometimes my fingers just don't want to work though.I am afraid that if I stop now that it will get worse. I felt like my hand was going to fall off after folding one load of laundry today. This is not me. I was always in control, doing for everyone and very organized, now my world is crumbling around me.

I can't come to grips with this thing. I miss all the things i used to do. My kids and husband don't understand. The Melatonin is definately helping me get to sleep but I can't stay asleep. I want my life back.