Ali,
You, are such a smart darling of this rsd mess...... I hates to say it like that.

no.
I could never do anything so stupid as to take my life.
God gave me a gift, how DARE I take it away?

That would be the ultimate in stupidity!

You're right!

Even though, EVERYTHING I have worked for, and have been so lucky to have been gifted,
is now gone, I could not be so idiotic!
No Way!
Thank you, my young friend!!!

God, and his son,
have and hold some other reality for me. (And, for all of us)!

I've just never been so low...

You all, lift me to a higher place!

I was CRAZY to give my love to someone who was only sent by Satan, to use me!
I feel "dirty"!

You all, make me feel "renewed", and I cannot get that from my "loved ones", my brother,
my children, etc........


I want to thank you all!
And, all for your PM's!

Please, don't be shy!
Keep them coming.
I am at the lowest time of my weakness.

Yet, I'd do anything to save anyone of ya'll!!

Truly, I mean that!

Pete
Asb