Hi COK,
It's good to see you posting again - we have all missed you and been wondering how you were doing!!! So sorry to hear that things have been pretty tough for you! I hope things settle down real soon and that your grandma makes a full recovery from her fractured hip - I will be keeping her in my thoughts and sending many healing thoughts her way!!!
Take care of yourself and know that you are in our thoughts and prayers and that we miss you and think of you often!! I hope you are able to get on more often real soon but until then, you know where we are whenever you need to talk!!
Please keep us posted when you can!