((Mistiis)) Thank you so much for sharing, it is so personal and I imagine it was more than difficult for you to post. I admire your strength and courage Your courage will spread hope. You are such a gift

After Dad died, I wanted to die too. Desperately. I also reached out and I have no shame admitting I had felt that way, or that I sought help. I talk freely and openly about my plan to go be with Dad. Talking, is the only way to bring suicide out of the darkness.

I am so glad you reached out dear friend, so very grateful