Again I am so sorry. You have to hold to Hope and I know this is easier said then done trust me. I am not a religious person and actually have to really work to be positive as even before this condition I was a "Debbie" downer. Hope even if it is in something small to get you through the day. I am glad you have a psychologist and I know how hard it is with lack of family support. Do you have friends in real time that can be there to help you? I am not very familiar with law stuff but there has to be somewhere to get this to be seen as wrong and that justice is not being served. I wish I had more answers for you but you have an email buddy here too. You are not alone and I know it can feel that way often. Sending better wishes and times ahead