You got it Manda... I know the feeling. You just want it to end. Hang in there and keep reaching for some hugs, and reading and writing, and praying or meditating, whatever it is you believe in. We do care, and we do understand. Let us know what he decides to try. My son went from Celexa, which wasn't helping him to Effexor, but, he had to get to a crises point too before realizing that the Celexa wasn't working for him. Thank goodness I was able to help. The Effexor is making a huge difference for him. I am unable to take AD's because I am medication sensitive, so I find other ways. Take care dear friend.