hey rach hope today is a better day all around think on the positive side perhaps your neighbors will think you have a little something going on with the repairman we can all dream a bit that's how rumors start i laugh beause i have been to the movies 3-4 times with only my brotherinlaw when my hubby and my sis didn't want to see what we did. she's 6 yrs younger,skinner, no gray hair,fewer wrinkles etc imagine if someone who knows them sees us and thinks boy did she age quickly!