Hi all and thanks. I am going to try to push myself to sign up for something. I made a call to a volunteer thing that is for an hour and half 2 times a week so I am going to see if I can commit. If I can't at least I tried. I am able to do so much more but still to make a firm plan is hard. I know of a few rsd support groups and I may try one but really I want to try to involve myself in "normal" things if that makes sense. Having support and I would love support from people who understand is so amazing but at the same time I want a life outside of rsd. I think for many an animal is very nice but for me it is a no. I love other peoples animals but for myself it does not work aka why my dog lives with my mom. I tried that years ago.
On a side note I know even before my health problems there was a sense of lonely with in even around people. So I am trying to work on the reasons behind this and find a peace within. Sending many warm thoughts and thank you