I laid awake at 2 wondering the same thing. Sleep is so precious to me, and now it seems the only way I can sleep is through medications. I have always been able to sleep deeply, untroubled, and calmly. Now through exhaustion it seems as if I am too tired to sleep, and yet, unable to sleep to refresh myself. I lay awake at 2 grumbling about how tired I am. The room is dark, the night is still, the cats are all tucked in, and I lay roasting in my bed.
We gotta fix this!