"You surely are troubled and tormented"

Exactly! I just wrote this other post and it made me feel a lot better in response to one of your replies. There's nothing wrong with that. I think those two things go together: being troubled and tormented and there being nothing wrong with that if you know what I mean...like, so I can share and recover and not feel like a sick guy. I am writing this post at the exact moment of my emotional feelings.