I know how hard it is to open up to others about how we feel with this problem. I am also very shy and sometimes there are things I want to express, but i don't because of being shy. If you wife would like to pm me she can. I know we live kinda close. I have gone to GT university, and have thought about Johns Hopkins. but after you saying about the bad experience I'm not going. At this point I think things are at a standstill, and life goes by day by day. I'm along for the ride.

Mary