Hi Mari, thanks for thinking of me. I am okay. Had a couple of rough days, first I wasn't feeling good, I had some type of bug, then mentally I was down and out. Crying and all, my mom thought I was going to do something, like the big S. I had to cancel my PT, see below, and then wasn't up to going to my DV appt.

Mom is doing great.

I'll pull through.

Found out my PT cost's $30.00 per visit and they want me to go 2 to 3x a week and I cannot afford that. Don't know what I am going to do.

Maybe if I drop Sercure Horizons and just go with my Medicare it will be better, have to check that out on Tuesday. I also changed my Prescription Drug plan.

I sent my Father in Law a Xmas card, but didn't get one back yet, so I guess he thinks everything is my fault too. That really hurts. We were close, so everything my husband is going through I assume he feels is my fault too.

I heard that the probation my husband is on is a living hell for 18 months, he has to pay 50.00 per month for supervisored probation, and not sure the amount for the DV interaction classes 36 of them, I know back East it was 40.00 per class. Plus they can drop by where he lives anytime, no drinking, if they want they can call him at any time to go in. They can drug/drink test anytime. After the 18 months, he is 6 months of unsupervised probation, which will bring him to April 2008.
So he better not screw up. I talked to this woman prosecutor who is in a higher court but knows all about it.

Supposed to go meet some friends today at noon, i have some little Xmas gifts for them, nothing big. Supposed to go over a friends house tomorrow for a laid back Christmas, yet she has things to do in the morning, go to her inlaws and eat, so not sure if that is going to happen, I may end up home. My mom is making lasagna today.

I keep having dreams about him and I wake up like sitting up. Wish they would stop. All night I wake up on and off.

Anyway, have a Merry Christmas and a Very Happy, Healthy New Year.

Hugs, Nikko