Yeah, I had read that too, but I think I sorta thought/read that it was more common in older folks...maybe not, read so many things, stuff gets mangled. Either way, I spent years getting control of my anger, dunno why, but I have one wicked temper. Genetic, I think, my whole family is like that. Kinda funny watching our 14 month old when he throws a fit. I guess that's mean. Anyway, I'm really sorry to hear you had the same problem, it worked great, cut the swelling, pain was down, etc, but...I can be a very dangerous man when I'm NOT nuts, ya know? Scared me when I was looking to kill someone who I was friends with, for the next few days, as it wore out of me, I took back roads, avoided some people I didn't care for well, stayed home mostly...for fear I'll end up using the insanity defense, I don't think I'll take it again. It really manifested in full blown psychosis in me, I heard voices and everything. I even tried a quarter of a pill per day, and it still made me nutso. I am totally not prejudiced, my friend has an awesome tan, (he's a black fella) but I kept hearing ****** over and over and over and over. Made me question myself, my sanity, and everything else. It was horrible. I told him later about the wanting to kill him, and he says 'well, I saw the look in your eyes, and never turned my back on you, knew something was wrong'. Smart man. As regards the nine iron, damn, you know how bad a way to go that would be? I have thought about my end, ya know, years from now, when I am too old to move much, when the pain will probably be out of control. Blunt force trauma to the skull never ever came into my mind as an option. Gotta get yerself out of that self destructive mindset, not good for you, or our condition. God Bless, Later, Smoke