meg I wish I had the perfect answer, I know I have to keep busy with things that are passionate to me to keep the overwhelming emotions at bay.

Having a good friend that is supportive to just be there and never critiisize, a relative like your aunt that you can chat with a few times a week. A club, scrapbook your trip to look at the memories,
I wish our stay had been a bit longer to have seen you,

How is work, are you off school? We are here...so is summer, get a pool membership and makes lots of friends.
Hugs
di