I think I've been looking
In all the wrong places
All the half cracked smiles
And all the mindless faces

I think I'm gonna give up soon
Afterall
Never gonna make it to the moon

The stars are too far
The sun too hot
When I look at it now
I'm all that I've got

I know I've been saying
I'll make them all pay
You just watch me rise
I'll make it some day

To the stars that are too far
And the sun that's too hot
When I look at it now
I'm all that I've got
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I'm so sick of popping pills, guys. I'm so sick of the heartache. I'm so sick of me. I'm so sick of being a burden to people. You guys think I'm exaggerating, but NO ONE wants to be around me anymore. I've lost. I know everyone says I should take meds and go to the doctor. But that's not what this is about this time. I'm not crashing. I'm of sound mind. I've ruined so many of my relationships. I'm so destroyed. No one wants to be around me. I don't want to be around me.

I know, I'm sorry. Same old story.