In cases where a person is starting to develope cirrhosis of the liver, the liver can not process alcohol anymore therefore what normally may take 24 beers to reach a level of insane behavior only takes a beer or two. The behavior a person exhibit when they are under the influence of alchol, is the result of being under a mind altering substance. It isn't the person true personality. I have been sober for 14 months with the help of AA. I suggest gettin yourself to an AA meeting and just listening to the people share you will soon realize you are not alone. best wishes