I wish I knew what to do with my time. If I'm not at work (and even if I'm at work) and I'm not with Mike all I do is mope. I've gone over my friend Lizzys house lately (she's pregnant -due in sept, and is getting married in august, I don't know about all that but w/e) and that's fine and all but I need something more.

I can only sleep so much.

Once July 1st rolls around ill have health insurance I'm going to call and start my search for a tdoc. We all clearly know how the pdoc I had made me feel so I'm hoping a tdoc will help.

I'm also probabaly paranoid since I haven't had health insurance but within the past month I've noticed some stuff.

I go to the bathroom way more frequently, I'm always hungry even after I eat, and the other day I was in the car driving with mike (he was actually driving) but I got SO dizzy/lightheaded that I felt like I was going to pass out.

Not like panic attack dizzy but like heat stroke/exhaustion/low blood sugar pass out.


And I may be crazy but everything I have together makes me think I have type II diabeties.

I may be crazy but isn't that how it works. Once you don't have someone to tell you "Yes! You have this" or "no what are you talking about?" You just assume you have everything.

I just don't even know.