3rd of Feburary 1993...............11.45PM...I took a serated bread knife and cut my left hand practically off..[no feeling/bar pins and needles as a daily reminder in left hand, from the wrist down

only my Dad rang a week after hearing .....then one brother [im the youngest of nine]...

it wasnt mentioned by the rest of my family until 1996 @ my dads funeral.

My wife left me for 1 week...and returned [we are still together]

her family [bar her mother] never spoke to me for two years..............

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in 1996 i was on the verge of
in 1997 i was on the verge of
in 2002 i was on the verge of
in 2005 i was on the verge of
in 2006 i was on the verge ofxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
in 2009 i was on the verge of

every time.... i took myself to hospital [A+E/ER]............

IN THE 06 VERSION .................i got diagnosed bI-POLAR.............my wife was called in and her in-put helped with a diagnosis..................
without my wife i would be dead..........

it is possible to meet someone who maybe does'nt understand....but can cope with your issues................my wife struggles ....................just like i do................

but we do it together.................


MandaC
THE MAIN THING IS TO............LEARN TO COPE ON YOUR OWN............when you reley on others ............youre putting all your eggs in one basket.................

but its better to smash your own.........[no guilt involved]


David
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pudOFG5X6uA