your posts have made me cry...but tears of happiness for once....david.....your post....i have no words.......thank you for showing that side of your life to me. it has just brought me hope beyond words. thank you. thank you. thank you. what a beautiful offering to me. thank you.

thank you mistiis and barbo....thank you!

how do you learn to cope on your own (ha, somewhat contradicting that i should ask this)? do you go through hell until you get frustrated enough that you realize you're the best person you know? how do you get to the point where you realize it's all you and no one else? do you get to it through frustration? anger? hopelessness? happiness? my emotions are so confused right now.