Hi Rebe,
Welcome to the NT forums!
You are getting a very warm welcome above!

I'd read your post here with great interest!
I admire your courage in reaching out to others!

I hope you find the information and support/friendship here!
This is a great community! People here are very sincere, loving, concerned and very well-intended! I really think you will enjoy your time spent here!

Look around at the various forums! There are many! I think you will find at least a few you might enjoy!

I'll catch up with you out and about the forums!