I hear you, Fouf and concur. I'm kinda beyond those kind of dreams now, though.....I'm in the future of MS, you guys dream about now. 45 years since my first MS sx and still counting..
I want to reassure you, because I still haven't reached the edge of that cliff, but I am still walking through sand in the ocean, as Kitty put it..
Judy also has great advise...Live in today and each day as it comes. Some days will be better than others, but worrying about what's to come is wasted time.
Having young children is rough sometimes, but you'd be surprised how aware they can be at what's going on. My Grands are from age 3 to 18 and they have all grown up with my MS. They have become very understanding and protective....especially the young ones.
Keep talking with us, we are Family here..