i understand how signing can be sort of mechanical but how the emotions hit after. that happens to me at times. it must have been gut wrenching and heart wrenching too.
i am glad that you cried though... and got some of the grief out. you may cry again if you need to. but in between, you have some good stuff happening in your life too finally. and thankfully the legal crud is behind you.
((( hugs )))
~ waves ~