All these deaths lately has me thinking about it. I don't want to ever die. I'm afraid of it. I don't really want to live forever, especially with MS, but I don't wanna die.

I believe or want like heck to believe in a wonderful hereafter place, with all my loved ones and God nearby. I do know that there is a spirit world, I just don't know how nice it is..

I've seen too many people, close to me, suffer and die. Does everyone have to suffer first? I always pray that when it's my time, to please take me in my sleep.

What are your thoughts?