awwwwww... guys. your group hug made me cry.

a hundred thank you's. it means so much to me to have you there.

today was a new day (filled with back pain and tiredness) but i did try to cheer up. the windy rainy weather didn't help and George gets killed off in Grey's Anatomy in less than an hour so i'm really not happy.

we moved to the country filled with plans but all too soon it turned sour and now i find myself an hour away from anything useful.
i have a neuro appt in a week and a half and will bring up my issues with him.

you're right, it could be the beta.

or it could be cos i'm just miserable and hopeless and worthless.

i need a purpose to my life. sorry, i'm rambling