((((((((((((((honeybear)))))))))))))))

my prayers are lifted for you and my heart cries out to God for you in deep sympathy as I know a little of how you feel...my circumstances are slightly different in that husband terminally ill and just deeply depressed and my small business struggling to provide income for us in this economy....but I so know what you mean about our prayers becoming cries of help me help me help me...............

I do pray that God will speak to your dh heart and let him see the ugliness in the way he is treating you and make him realize how precious you are to him. May he also realize that the alcohol is not only hurting his body but hurting you via the way it makes him act toward you and others.

May God strengthen you and help you to find the path in this maze and lead you to better days.

I will be praying for you often as your plight has touched me very deeply.