I am so sorry about more pain and problems. You are in my thoughts and I am just a PM away. I know for me I have had bad PT experiences but have worked with myself to do more and push as much as I can. I wonder if there are some ways you can do that to? I think some and not saying yours but PT people do one size fits all treatment and that is not always the right way to go. I know how bad it is to want to be "normal". I guess for me I am trying to focus on the things I can do and develop new outlets. You are so strong and I am so excited for you about the schooling in Sept. That is a happy thing to look forward too.