Well the behavior analyst just left and I am sitting here crying because of anxiety. I felt it coming on when she was here and because Jack couldn't be out here with me I let her walk all over us. I am so upset. They are going to end services in the last week of July. I really don't like this one bit. I hate myself right now. I can't stop crying! What a stinkin' weakling I am to let her walk over us like this. I don't know what to do but just to sit here and take it. Jack is having surgery and we're losing behavior services.