I saw Bobby today in the hangout where we met. He gave me the cold shoulder. Yea, he talked to me but he didn't return my hugs. The friend of mine who is after him was next door at the tire place and when somone mentioned her being there Bobby got on his phone and called someone. I assume it was her. I later went to the local bar where I saw a mutual freind of all the others from the hangout I met Bobby in and told him I was hurt. I told him a friend of mine had stabbed me in the back and that he knew her but I wouldn't call out her name. The guy named her name though and I aske him how he knew and he said he put two and two together.

I cry my eyeballs out. I will not go into the hangout anymore while Bobby is in there and don't plan on talking to any of them.

I am also drinking since I was accused of being a drunked alcoholic by my next door neighbor I might as well live up to it.

I hurt bad tonight.