Groan, I had typed alot and some how managed to delete it all,

My brother in law died suddenly in April and my mother in law died on the 5th June - which happened to have been my mother's birthday who died 2 years ago. It was also 8 years since I hit my head on the 2nd July.

I just don't know what to say about anything anymore - we sat with mum in law for a week before she died (and she was 95) and it feels like my remaining energy went with her. Like I have about 1/10 instead of my 3-4/10 energy levels. I don't even know what I think anymore.

I am trying to convince myself that my poor tired brain simply doesnot have any reserves left at present and it will come back to me shortly!

I do have something positive to offer though, some study in Florida has shown that caffeine has help mice with induced alzheimers by reducing the stickiness of plaque in the brain -

So I am not ignoring people I am just not at home in my brain at the moment!!

Ohhhhh and I might be a grandmother tomorrow!!!!!!!!! - my first genetic one!!!

Lynlee