I have one good friend who would help me say the word I was looking for. Bless her heart. She was a good friend. We neither one knew the reason for it. She is the one friend I think who is closest to understanding it all.

Funny thing is I have 3 kids and I stumble for what I am trying to say. They see that and they help me find the words I am looking for. Sometimes I say stuff totally backwards and they think it is hilarious. Sometimes I laugh at myself because if you have ever said some stuff all wrong it can make for some interesting conversation lol.