Hey Nikko,

This has not exactly been my finest hour/days either. The ER people have to be pro active just in case, but about the big mouth friend, you have no control over that, and just let it go, don't hole up b/c you are embarrased, she should be embarrased if she opens her mouth.

Since I am not drinking, I am in massive what they call "dry drunk" phase, grumpy, nasty, etc.. Husband and parents told me. Its like shove it, but I cannot say it. People sometimes do not understand bipolar or other things or how hard it really is.