hi peeps

good to see old and new posters I think I actually got worse for a time, that maybe due to scaring , because neurons heal at such a slow rate, if I get overloaded thats when the mix ups/ white outs happen' I adapt to try to limit this with limited success , so living in slow mo, like if I open up the throttle, the brain stalls, so finding it hard to apply the use it or lose it analogy, I hate ! not a word I like to use when mid sentence / action or thought my mind go,s blank like the inside of a table tennis ball ( or a stunned mullet as us kiwis would say ) the confused look on peoples faces , when they cannot understand why, I have taken to saying excuse me, I have a head injury an some times this happens, but this would mean nothing in the world of employment ? please remember we all have this in varying degrees, people can and do recover but unfortunately not to order