This is my most frightening sx! It terrifies me and will ultimately cause me to retire early. I am a legal secretary, and like nurses, etc., I can't really afford to be forgetful. Sure no one's going to get sick or die if I make a mistake or forget to do something, but bad things will happen, I will catch crap for it, I will feel awful, stupid, forgetful, and possibly lose my job.

This is scary and depressing, and when the fog kicks in, like lately (after being quiet for a year), my depression gets worse, which increases the fog, which stresses me more, which increases the forgetfulness, which makes me more depressed, and I just want to go home right now and cry.