I know my FIL is sincere, he has always said that I was the best thing that happened to his son. He has always said that I would always be his daughter in law other times when his son and I had problems.

He knows what transpired was wrong, yet he knows that his son is going through hell now for what he did. He told him to stay in school and he is a grown man now and to deal with his actions. Since when his son called him and said I really F-upped now Dad, and I still love her. Whatever.

Life goes on,,,,,Well this will all be behind his son in Oct of 2007 at least the supervisered probation, and I assume the 36 class's should be done by then, lastly he will still be on unsupervisored probation until April of 2008. I know my Order of Protection is up in Oct of 2007, not sure about the one they put on him.

Well, I hear what everyone says, I really do, but for some reason lately I am sure going backwards, not the card, just everything.

I need a break, a vacation, something. Even my mom is draining me.

Just venting, Hugs, Nikko