Manda, I really like what David said about wasting your life waiting for a positive response and I also agree that you will probably never hear what you want to hear.
We can't make people like us..we can't become someone elses definition of who we are...or who they think we are. We can only change our own attitudes about our lives.
I'm glad you moved...I feel like you have a new beginning in life..don't drag that old baggage around with you..leave it back there.
It's great to hear from you.