Well, it's been a while since i last posted. I was last seen under a large dark cloud of gloom that I could not see a way through.
I was inspired by a prayer and a healing touch.
I spoke to my mum who told me I should 'look on the bright side'. At the time I couldn't SEE a bright side.
and I thought I was in for a long journey into depression....

but i'm happy to report that things have improved.
I no longer have any side effects from the Beta jabs; that's got to be good...
I really feel that the Beta is working in the right direction...
I had a neuro appt today and was told in no uncertain terms that I was looking well, things are not worsening, and that I should look on the bright side!!!...
I refrained from shouting at him...
and was told by the receptionist to get back on my horse and enjoy life (literally)...
I didn't throttle her...
I went away and thought hard...
I went to speak to my counselling lecturer... and I've had a stark about-turn of thought and change of heart.

I am going to go into business offering counselling in my area. I CAN do it...I am ready... people will come... I am capable. I've worked hard on my course and I WILL use it.

Instead of thinking what I can't do, I'm thinking of all that I CAN do. Starting now. and I'm starting with writing a HUNDRED things that I am grateful for.

I've had it with MS. It is NO LONGER in charge.
I MUST give myself a break and let ME ENJOY life again.

I'm off to start my list

Hope you're all well out there.