Hello and Welcome to Neurotalk, Sheila!
I'm so sorry to hear about everything that you are dealing with right now!

I don't have any experiences so can't help you unfortunately but just wanted to welcome you and say I hope you get the help and treatment you need real soon!
If you need anything, please don't be afraid to ask - I am more than happy to help if I can and i'm sure many others will be also!!
Take care and I hope to see you around the forum more soon!
Alison.