Hello Lilly !
Sorry to read you felt hurt by your mother...
In my case, is my dad... he has never understood me... NEVER... Everytime I listen to him, he is saying something negative about me... like, "she is rude, she is lazy, she is fat, when will she leave this house ? etc.... " and that hurts, so, I understand you perfectly
Im glad to read you understand life has to be live day by day... and my prayers are with you so you can heal soon (your foot and your soul

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I want to move to my own flat !!! I just need more money !
Good luck.
Keep talking to us.