((((((((((DejaVu)))))))))

Uff, these days is difficult for me to talk to God... ha, I dont even know how to start... So, like you say, it is easier to pray for others, like you my sweet friend

Im so sorry to read you are having difficult times It is difficult huh ? specially because the ones who have a "normal" life dont get it.... they cant imagine...
But I suffer of pain in my whole body too, so, I know what you mean... I too have conditions that docs just cant deal with coz they dont know how to... and, medicines, gosh, they are full of side effects...

Anyways, I was rambling... sorry, I tend to do that....

But, what I want to say is, that you will be in my thoughts and prayers and, that you know Im here anytime you may need me...

Take care, talk soon. XOXO