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Originally Posted by Burntmarshmallow
Wonder if ya'all know I love to rhyme and write and perform poetry? Wonder that Alffe mom and Gma and some of you already know that 
Wonder that my dd is finaly after being held up in Chicago for 7 hours is now on her way to Hawaii . WONDER THAT I AM SO DANG JEALOUS!!!!
I wonder that I am counfuised about stuff and how I feel when I look back at my growing up and then look at how she has grown up. I wonder if my thoughts and feelings are normal or not and I am confuised with guilt jealousy and all kinds of feelings. Wonder that I know I should not be like that but I am and I feel bad.  wonder that I have been just trying to ride it out but it is like ya go with the flow ride it out and then it is like bam how the heck did it ,I end up here and or like this. Wonder that it dose not make any sense at all what I just wrote so ...so...
wonder if I can just leave hugs and prayers to everyone and go have an iced coffee while listening to some music ? wonder that yup I am going to do that.
PEACE
BMW
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Dear Burnt, depression is isolation and paralysis to me, so I admire your ability to go and have iced coffee. Jealousy is natural as are your other feelings. I'm a newby to chats and don't know what dd is, but I gather it is your sig other. Make a friend to distract from your jealously. The less jealous you are, the more dd will want to be around you. Maybe he/she had to go to Hawaii. If not a sharp reduction in your jealousy should reduce her trips to same. Find distractions. Find a friend. -billie-