I'm so sorry it's so difficult right now! Being upset is one of the quickest ways for me to get worse. My husband rarely gets affected by stress like I do and I've figured out it's because he knows how to compartmentalize things and not let one thing bleed over into everything else. Plus, he really takes to heart that there is no use worrying or staying upset over something you can't control - he says it's because of faith in God, which I know is true but I also think it's his personality, too . Obviously, from my latest post, "Up Late Worrying", I haven't fully mastered his techniques! But, I do know he's right and I've been able to do some better at keeping things in boxes and not letting them impact every part of me.

By the way, I noticed you said you're on 1000mg of CellCept. I take double that dose, 2000mg (1000morning, 1000night). Do you think an increase in your dose might be a help to you? Of course, I know it takes several months to notice a difference.

Try to think about things that make you happy. I'm praying for you.