I'm sorry for Barb, but don't let your "tick off" linger. Negative emotions hurt only the vessel that contains them, not the person/object at which they are directed. You've been hurt enough. The baby Lynleigh is darling, and if you can babysit, your level of functioning is one I would stive for if I had the energy. Your functioning is a blessing. I feel paralyzed and don't know why. I guess that you are not all that you want to be but you are so much more than many, I would surmise. billie bluecat