I hope you are feeling better.

I know what you mean about not wanting to go to the ER and then being left not monitored and then told you were perking up.

Im taking mestinon like its m and ms and the moment! Ive told my husband not to call for an ambulance unless my lips turn blue or Im unconscious. Ive told him a call before that is grounds for divorce!LOL Purely because Im treated so badly when I get there. Thanks to medical notes from a dr a met for 10mins who thinks its all in my head.

The stress thing I totally get. Im in the middle of a court case and we've had a family bereavement. Friday it all got too much. Today Ive told myself what will be will be and all the panicking in the world will not change the outcome. Its working at the moment.

I do think its down to the personality trait of MGers though. I think we desperately need and want to be in control of everything. We dont cut ourselves any slack. Plus this illness takes away control, so we cling onto anything we can, that gives us a sense of control.

Car journeys do me too! Sorry this post is all over the place but my short term memory is shot to bits!

I hope you feel better and stronger too. Know that people are thinking about you and praying for you.

Take care of yourself
Love
Rach