Thanks Bruegger and Mrs D. I really appreciate it cause I can't stand this lack of sleep. Everday I am out of the bed by 3am. I just can't lay there anymore awake and many nights I watch tv the whole night. I am taking serequel 300mg. See I feel it has helped with evening my moods and though I am still struggling I am doing way better so I hate to take away anything. I am also on klonopin,trazadone and she said I could try ativan if I stop the klonopin for a day to see how I do but then could take all. It seems like so many meds and that is not including neurontin and cymbalta. I went from taking nothing to all this but overall am able to do more physically and mentally I am less nuts so to speak. I am 30 well almost 31. So there is no harm though in taking it. I will try to find the 1 to start and that was I can just take up to 3.
I hope you are enjoying yourself Mrs D and it was very kind of you to take time out and thanks again Bruegger too.