Hi everyone, and thank you to those of you who have given me your kind words, and support.
I just got out of my local hospital due to the diverticulitis. I was in 1 night, but couldn't stand it there anymore. I felt like a prisoner, and had to get out so told him i felt better and now am home. I do feel a bit better, at least I think.
As for the depression, am not doing so good. Being in the hospital gave me lots of time to think, not get some good rest, but think. My Psychologist is out this week so won't have anyone to talk to. She is on vacation, will have to wait till next week, which is a bummer. When she goes on vacation I feel like I have been abandoned. I know sounds stupid, but feel that way. I was supposed to have an appointment with my social worker tomorrow, but cancelled because of being in the hospital and didn't know I was going to be able to leave today.
Anyways,
Thanks for listening.
Jen