My family just witnessed a huge meltdown from me today. I haven't been this bad in a long time. It all started when I went with my elderly parents to their doctor appt. It was soooooo cold in the office that instantly both of my legs and my right arm started acting up. I cannot take the cold at all! Then we went shopping I should have gotten a scooter, but I didn't. I pushed myself too hard after the cold waiting room and now tonight I just could not take any kind of stress and just had a major crying meltdown because I hurt so bad.

My mother bought me the greatest blanket today and I am using it as security blanket. My dear hubby went and got it for me out of the car, because he didn't know what to do. It's just so hard to explain to anyone what this evil disorder can feel like. I call it "having 10 different conversations in my body at the same time." That's the only way I can describe it. I'm better now because I have my blankie and my 2 lab dogs are giving me kisses as I type. They seem to understand how I feel and always make me feel better. My family just feels helpless at times like these.Maybe one day they can under stand.