Many who are supposed to have OD'd on meds did so accidentally, for example, trying to get a night's sleep after developing tolerance to sleeping meds, so that they took more than they should. If you know that this was not the case with your aunt, for example if she left a note, then what you might do on that day is remember the good times if you can. Otherwise, think on the pain this has caused you and do NOT do the same. billie bluecat