I know Mari, it is too much, and even just dealing with the cyst alone is too much mentally. 4 mm is the size of a pea and scary enough to cope with, let alone the thought of surgery to get rid of it. I am running scared, that's for sure. I hope that I can get through the biopsy okay. Having second thoughts about the tube issue, reading that women who've had htat done are more prone to getting these cysts, so I definitely don't want it done now. I guess it's condoms for us...So scared...All I can say is thank God for the buspar, I would be a sniveling mess otherwise with my stomach in knots and my heart racing all the time.