I can relate to looking fine and being in pain that is so high. I am young and actually just got carder for a lotto ticket so people think I can do things in a fast paced way. I had a lasy yell at me for being in a handicap spot and I have a sticker. It is hard to push through the mental and physical pain but I try to hold to hope that yes I may have this for ever and a degree of pain but it can be more functionable. Hugs to all